
Theres a funny feeling I always get whenever I want something or if I like someone. I always want it to work out, I start picturing everything going perfectly right and like me getting married to the person you know trying to see if everything will work out like I want it to and most of the time it does in my head work out absolutely perfect. but sadly most of the time and matter fact every time it never works out at all. Yeah I know its pretty wack but its life what can you do? So whenever something in my life doesnt go according to plan alot of people think i should give up but I can't because a feeling comes over me like well I dont think I should give up and I should keep trying to make it work no matter whats going on at the time. An most of the time I dont give up like a couple of months ago alot of people didnt believe I could play the guitar and now I can and I believe i'm good for teaching myself. and another example would be what im going through now im talking to this girl and nobody thinks i should go out with her and she rarely shows she wants to be with me but she says it all the time and yes it does hurt and yes everyones telling me its not worth but to me it is i think shes worth it shes an amazing girl and I get a feeling whenever i think of her and that feeling is called hope.
-aph
ahhh anthony I totally know what your going through and can relate on a level you don't even know,
ReplyDeletebut I have to give some advice-
if you feel you shouldnt give up on her because of the feeling she gives you then DON'T!
don't let anyone tell you what to do with that part of your heart , especially if you think that there is something there
but do know and do not be surprised, when at a point your gonna feel like everyone else was right, she is gonna hurt you , she WILL hurt you
just know what to do when that hurt comes along , you better have your plan set if your gonna stay or leave don't flip flop with her because that will only hurt you in the end it will be a tug of war on your heart