Disappointment

Well i'm pretty sure everyone has gone through this emotion before. And if you haven't I am so jealous of you because it seems to be happening to me alot lately. First 2 good friends of mine stopped talking to me for I dont know what reason and I try to play it off but the truth is it's eating me alive from the inside. I miss them both truly because they were both a big factor in my life. They supported my music career or whatever you call it and they were both down to hang anywhere anytime. Man just thinking about them is making me smile.....but anyways enough about them. Another dissapointment lately is that a lot of people have cancelled on me I'm not gettin mad or anything it's just it has happened many times in a row and so it feels like a pattern. Honestly it hurts but I don't hold any grudges. Well if you are feeling like I am right now then I have the perfect solution. Now it sounds hard but it's really not....the advice is that you should always have a back up plan that way if something happens with plan A then plan B is nice and ready. It has helped me alot and you should have one for any idea whether you're hanging out with a friend or your major in college. Trust me it'll help



-aph