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So this past sunday was one of my best friends 18th birthday and since this bday is one you will remember the rest of your life I really wanted her to feel special because my 18th bday was on the night of prom so when 12am hit i turned 18 and she sung her heart out for me when 12 hit and i havent cried/teared up in such a long time but when she started singing i couldnt hold it back. So after we left prom we got something to eat then we just decided just to go home. but i didnt want to go home so I just crashed at her house. Miriha was the first person i kicked it with on my birthday and she made me smile the whole time even when she took my shorts off lol not in that kind of way but yeah we rarely have those moments so i try to cherish the ones I get and i did. but anyways back to what I was talking about i wanted her to feel special so I thought and thought for days then it finally came to me to have a surprise party at her favorite restaurant with all of her close friends. So the party was a complete success i treated her to some bomb sushi and she was smiling the whole time. but the best part was when I asked her was she surprised and she said yes then I told her it wasnt over because it was not over =). Every year i always write her a poem even if I have a girlfriend I still do it and I wrote one and I read it in front of the whole group. She could not stop cheesin o my God it was so beautiful. alot of people ask why am I so damn nice to everyone and the world is just so mean to me. and i always reply because its moments like at the bday party that makes it worth every second. the ability to make someone smile till it hurts makes me smile. I want all of my friends to feel like they are the most special person in the world because to me they are

-aph

this is a song i wrote for this girl im talking to rite now ummm i explain it in the video but excuse the trash vocals i know they're wack lmao

wellll basically the friends zone to a guy is where chances of being with a girl dissapear. because once your in the friend zone with a girl your going to stay there unless theres some miraculous reason why she takes out of it. so when a girl tells you your like her best friends thats when you learn that she has absolutely no feelings for you what so ever. guys and girls have different perspectives of their "best friend". when a girl thinks of their "best friend" they believe that person is there to listen to their problems, care for them you know stuff like that. now a girl wants a guy who listens to their problems, care for them be there for them in their time of need, but girls never look to there best friend when they're looking for such things. now the guys perspective of the "best friend" is wow this girl knows me well, she can make me laugh, i can spend hours with her and not be annoyed by her, she knows how to make me laugh you know what i think i can really see myself with her. now girls dont think like this at all. now i know girls are probably saying well what if something goes wrong and our relationship will be ruined. well ladies if the guy is truly your best friend and they care bout you that much they would make it work. i mean i know i would. you guys are blinded by the barrier you put up to your best friend and that barrier is called the friend zone.

Have you ever really missed somebody?......and I dont mean like someone you havent seen in months I'm talking about somebody you just saw 5 minutes ago? I mean really think about this question for a minute........I know it doesnt sound like it makes sense but it does to me because I really miss somebody like that. This person Im talking about is amazing to me, the way they walk talk just basically the way they live it just amazes me. They're so optomistic and they always have a smile on their face and its beautiful. I just saw that person not to long ago and I cant stop thinking about them they are constantly on my mind. I mean as much time as i spend with them it just seems like its never enough i just want to be with them constantly and never leave their side. Do you feel that way about someone? Like a piece of you leaves with that person? and even though you spent hours with them when its time to leave you become sad? Well thats because that person is a part of you and when your missing them you're also missing yourself